I'm not sure how I feel. Just to make it all about me of course. But that's what's on my mind so that's what I am putting down.
I am going to do everything I can to help him out. Help him find a new job or something. I just hope it's not my name who comes up next. I like my new boss but I just know I can't trust him. And I know that if the word comes from high there is nothing that will save me. On top of that is the news another friend could be facing a cut from his job in another department due to the political in-fighting that I know all about but have to keep to myself. I'm not good at this. I don't like secrets. If it's between the truth and hiding something I am much more likely to go with the truth. Sometimes I end up embarrassing myself but at least I know I'm honest with others. Lies add up and I can't keep them straight. I think I need to blow off some steam. I am looking forward to this weekend in Atlanta. I just hope I can keep a lid on things in order to keep my job. But it's getting easier to find a reason to quit. I hope they give me the raise soon. At least my high morals don't apply to bribery.